Mrs. Spy
Intro. this fictional tale reports: the spy rescued me from a dangerous situation involving 1 poison gas 2 US army codes and code equipment and 3 a team of FBI special agents. most importantly romance and emotions, and it will be posted [i plan] in short burst based on the time limit I have set for each publishing session.
NOTE I selected the name of the spy based on my personal feeling and do not refer to any real person - although the name i wanted and chose first- i followed up by a search for and find on facebook and must specify "not the one with the same name" on facebook profiles. some of the details about "me" are false and conceal what realy happened in my life- displayed as a mix of truth and falsehood which is fiction and it allows me to write certain words that I may only publish as fiction
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My name is Nikita. When I was born in the United States my parents named me a name with the letter N so now I chose the name nikita which means "unconquerable." NIKITA. I would prefer the name radimir which combines rad "joy or happy" with mir which means peace, but they chose the name. my parents chose which school to send me to. they sent me to a jewish religious school where the teachers taught us students the unnatural [in a bad way] stories of the jewish religious book called "humash". later i would comprehend the evil wicked messages of that bad book- called the bible.
my earliest memories are with the other nursery age children "pledging allegiance" to the US- with words that no nursery age kids ever use, ever- nor understood. I wanted to know what I was saying but the nursery teacher did not know the meaning of those unusual words- either. most kids simply do not even ask. now I know that it means I will be loyal and not ruin the USA.
the teachers taught us bible stories- miracles and "unnatural"- in a bad way- legends. such as the story of the water in egypt turning to blood. it is "cool" to imagine, but then has a bad consequence that one will not notice the word "water" at the end of that story. ALL water changed to "blood" and finally the egyptians could not drink "water" this is a flaw and we should not bother to defend a bad book- with wicked messages that murder is "even more forgivable" than eating from the tree of knowledge. briefly: some of the most severe evil cruel messages of this bad book which should not be defended: the corruption of justice to kill sinners who did not kill a human. consider- even to kill one who killed a human- might not be justice. consider "A man shoots and killed another man, can the police kill the killer? we comprehend that this is not justice and the police will be judged for the crime"- although the punishment parallels that crime hence certainly not to kill a guilty sinner who did not kill a human.
so the books: 1 exodus- deserve death for several sinners who did not kill, as well as 2 leviticus which has the death penalty not just in theory- which is also bad whether god kills unjustly or man kills the sinner who did not kill a human, but in fact the story actually killed the one who SAID the sinful words besides 3 the other story they killed the gatherer of wood on sabath and in addition to 4 the cruel killing of cananites in dueteronomy 7 and other examples of corruption of justice which influence the passive "be killed" phrase as intent "deserve death" by humans- when justice teaches the guilty do not deserve death- helps us comprehend that these are bad books written by humans with cruel evil ideas of corrupting justice- noone will edit them and the book which contains such ideas is a bad book not to be defended- I will not even discuss the details of the cruel pain of circumcision... we return to pre-school
there was a girl in my group, her name was "dawn" and i liked that name- because not only did it have a beautiful meaning it also influenced the name "eve" as the time evening! we were separated when I completed nursery school- then my parents chose a severley orthodox jewish school. both of my parents and also several rabbis pained me physicly with beatings, in addition to immeasurable emotion harm. the jewish books encourage parents and teachers to hit children and students. but parents know to deny it so they will not be punished. anyway i never saw dawn again- for decades- because she went to a school only for girls and i went to a school with all boys in which the rabbis both taught and beat the students including myself. later she would be trained as Mrs. Spy Dawn Bon [not the facebook profile which i found after choosing the name] and I would be a civilian
to be continued...
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